I can feel the cold starting to creep through my veins.
I can feel it’s bite as it clenches to my pain.
All this life within me is watching as I go.
Screaming for me to release it, for me to let it show.
I am beginning to fear my future, I keep clinging to the past.
It seems like every time I try to look ahead,
The shadows within keep pulling me back.
I feel lost again, caught up between who I am
And who I am meant to be.
The anger that keeps building up inside refuses to let me see.
I just know that I am afraid and I do not know what to do.
I am a slave to this pain, feels like there is nothing I can do.
Every person that I have trusted has hurt me in the past.
So I close other people off, afraid of repeating my path.
My thoughts seem scattered now, I am a stranger to this life.
The only thing that remains familiar,
Is the anger, pain, and strife.
