God please help me through this night.
I can’t breathe, my throat’s too tight.
I’m so far gone, I’m spread too thin.
Afraid I might hurt myself again.
Tears of anger trapped behind my eyes.
I’m tangled in this web of lies.
And I know that it’s me who spins.
Wish I could stop it before it all begins.
Trying hard to forget the past.
But in the end, the bad things last.
Wish I could fight back, wish I was able.
When did I become this unstable?
Every time I run this race I fall.
Don’t know why I bother getting up at all.
Wish I could forget or just let it be.
Can’t something take away these bad memories?
